nakakainis tlga.,!!

badtrip na badtrip ako!

ang panget ng araw koh!

unang subject pa lng!

sinira nah ni sarah and pagigs ung araw koh eh!

damn it.,!!nakakapikon tlga,!

i tried na huwag mging pikon

pro ndi ko mapigilan.!

they are teasing me.,!

damn.,!auz na sana khit anong

iasar nila eh.,!pro ung

inaasar pa nila ung pinka weakness koh!!

they keep on teasing me and connecting me

to zai,!which is not good.,!syempre khit

papaano masakit pa din un..,!

and i know sarah knows that.

di nmn kc sila ung nakakafeel nun eh!

they dont even give consideration to me

ndi kc nila alam kung gaano kasakit

ung ginawa skin nung lalaking yun.,

and besides ayw ko ng kinoconnect

sa knya,!mmya iwasan na nmn aq nun.,

d rin nmn cla magssuffer nun.!

hays.,pro bkt nga ba aq affected?

ay ewan.,bsta nakakapikon,!

i dont take things seriously

pro pagdting s bagay na un

sobrang nagiging serious akoh!!!

hayss!!anu ba yn.,!!!nakakainis……!!!!!!

Well probably.,!today ahm.,regular class na nmin knina hanggang 3:30 kmi grabe mtgl but ok na din.,!well ahm anu ba haha.,!lols.,!im retarted.,!yay.,!haha.,!ahm during our values ay values ba?ahm.,rhgp pla mna i forgot eh!haha.,!ahmp,inarrange ung permanent sitting arrangement nmin,,medyo auz na din.,katabi ko si pagigs.,!pro ndi ako msyadong comfortable kc nsa harap ko c earl,!medyo naiilang lang aq,pro cguro auz na din un,pwede na pagtyagaan,haha.

anu ba yn.,!!!putol itong post koh!!!!! mhba dpt.,!nxt time nlng!!

what the heck.,!!anu bang ilalagay koh.,!Uhm.,lols.,wala akong maisip haha.,!ahmp.,!well today,half day lang kami i dont know why,!grabe boring na boring akoh.,!!ang layo kasi ni sarah eh.,!she’s the only one na sure kong kaclose koh dun!,ayw q ksing mkipagusp sa mga strangers haha.,!ang sama hndi nmn siguro stranger ahm i consider na din na part sila ng buhay koh.,!syempre 10 months ko din silang makakasama,!hays.,!medyo auz na ko sa upuan koh.,!medyo prang aus na din kahit papaanu ktbi c christian,nakakapanibago nga eh!,haha.,!ewan ko kng bkt aq naninibgo haha.,!kso the problem is ang baho niya,.,!yay.,!haha.,!lols.,ang sama ko!pero totoo nmn eh.,!whats wrong wid that ayt?haha.!sna di nya mabasa ito lols.,!ahm.,medyo badtrip lng ako kay edward kanina hmpt.,!badtrip tlga.,!bsta ay ewan.,!prng nakakabstos na kc xia eh.,!pslamat tlga xia,best friend xia ng demonyo na un.,kundi grabe nasampal koh na siya sa pambabastos niya skin.,!hays.,pro khit na gnun.,!auz na din.,!!bhla nah.,!

sa wakas.,!!dumating din ang raw na pinakahihintay koh!

hayss.,!well unfortunately,!sa wakas,pumasok na din ako sa school knina!

probably,!mix emotion ung nafefeel koh hays.,!kasi nmn eh.,!!!!!!

i’m happy bcoz syempre,after almost 2 months nkita koh ulit

ung mga dting classmates koh.,!pro nkakalungkot nga lng kc

syempre my mga lumipat,pro khit na lumipat cla life must go on pa din nmn,

bsta bahala na si batman kung anong mangyayari sa 2nd yr life koh.,

khit na cguro miserable,sna nmn mging exciting and fun,sa wakas

my maibablog na din akoh.,!!haha.,!and sa wakas 2nd yr na din akoh

sna enjoy ung mga classmates koh,medyo di ko pa kasi kilala yung iba

and ung iba di kmi close haha.,!prng c sarah lng yta ung pinaka

kaclose koh dun yays.,!sana lng wag nya ako iwan sa ere.,!

Aw No.,!vacation is over,back2 school na naman

well basically,i’m so really excited,sympre,new

classmate,new adventure,and of course madami

na naman akong malalagay dito sa blog koh haha.,!!

but kahit na medyo excited ako,medyo kinakabahan

pa rin ako syempre,natural lng un,tska,shocks,!wla

na ung mga close friends koh hays.,!panu na yun,

but maybe its time na siguro na dpt akong mging

independent haha.,!,and siguro need ko na ding

mging responsible..hays,,!!for sure nakakapanibago

kasi sanay ako nah nandyan ung mga close friends koh

taz itong 2nd yr life koh,,prang si xarah nlng ung pinaka

kaclose koh dun hays.,!!what am i going to do??hayss.,

wala na cguro akong mggwa kung hndi ang magprepare,

oh yeah.,!!!!i know na dn kng cnong mga classmates koh..

pro kaunti pa lng alm koh..,!and shocks.,nmn.!!classmate

koh pah c xtian.,\o’cmn,,ano n kyang mngyayari sa life koh

nun haha.,!!maggng miserable ulit haha!!!..

bahala na c batman haha.,!grabe ilang days nlng oh.,!!

pro auz na un.,!ms gugustuhin kong nsa school kesa sa

d2 s bahay.,medyo boring pro auz nah din.,!!hmpt.,,

aun.,!till my next blog,4 sure sa next blog koh

2nd yr nah aq haha.,!!!

Having Heart Broken is one of the hardest part in our life, we cannot tell when it’s going to happen but it will bound to happen. We will go through a lot of things during the process of the healing of broken heart. First process will be moving on, that will be slowly accepting the fact that the two of you is already over, it’s not easy especially for first love because the feeling is new and you don’t know how to deal with it yet. You will feel depress, lonely and you cannot avoid asking yourself, “why life is so unfair?” Life is not really fair and it will never be. We just have to accept things that come in our life and learn from it. It’s really hard to move on, especially if you had given everything to him. But it’s still not enough. There will be times that you want to hate yourself because you loved him or you regret the times that you did not do those things that you should have done but honestly it will not really help if you think that way. Always remember, you had your heart broken for a reason and think about that reason to help you accept that it’s the end for the both of you. Everything was already said and done so there’s no reason for you to blame yourself or the other person. And we can never turn back the time so there’s no sense for dwelling in the past anymore.
You can start moving on by crying, confiding in a friend or by giving yourself enough space to feel the absence of the person in your heart or by giving yourself time to think about what happened. Collect your thoughts and try to think about the good things the experience gave you. Never ever force yourself to forget the person because it will only make you miss him/her. Healing a broken heart takes time and will undergo a process, it’s not a shirt that can be dried by overnight so don’t rush things. If it helps to burn all the things that reminds you of the person, go and burn it. Just always think that someone much better will come and will make you happy again, just be patient, have faith and everything else will follow. Try to be as optimistic as you can because it will help you clear your mind and you can only think of positive thoughts. And always smile, as what they say, smiling is the first step of healing. After you have moved on, you need now to let go. Letting go is one of the most important thing to do, some people say that moving on is enough to recover from a heart-ache, but it’s not actually correct. You cannot say you have moved on if you haven’t let go of everything, if you will not let go, chances are you will still hope, wish or work hard to get back to the relationship and risk getting hurt again. You have to let go of the expectations, the hopes, the feelings and the longings that you have w/ the person so that you can start again when someone new comes. Again, I know letting go is very damn hard, but once you get there, you can breathe easy. Some people learn to let go after few months of moving on but some unlucky people have learn to do it after a couple of years. It will take all your effort and strength to get over everything, but trust me; it will be much harder if you do it alone, depending on someone will make things a little easy if you seek or ask for a friend some good advise or if not, just by having people around you will help ease the pains that your feeling. After you have learn to move on and let go of everything, you will find peace in your heart and you will be brave enough to face a new chapter in your life that’s waiting for you to unravel. Always remember to pray and to think God is here for you all the time. You have also to remember that you’re not alone in this world who experience that, there are other people there who had been there but they survived, so you can do it also. Be strong and be a fighter. Things will not work by themselves if you will not take a first step. Move on and let go so you will not be trapped by your past and be haunted by it.

It’s another day and I always thank God for giving me the strength to go through all the things that I need to do. Life never runs out of surprises to give us so everyday we always look forward to the new things that we will encounter. It always makes me wonder why other people wanted to end their life or at least complain when there are other huge things that we need to worry about right? Instead of thinking about our own petty problems, why don’t we think about the other people who doesn’t have a home? A food to eat? An education to achieve? Or at least a penny to buy a candy? Why don’t we think about the children sleeping in the streets or selling something just for a living? Even though we really cannot give them a big help like in money terms, we can actually help them by including them in our prayers every night. Not all of us are lucky to get what we have right now so we should always be thankful if we are able to survive another night. Even if we are not the richest or wealthiest human being on earth, we should at least be happy just to be here on earth and do things that we ought and live to do. Before thinking or complaining about what you have, please think about those who really doesn’t have anything at all.

JUBILANT MEMORY OF ONE NUMBERS

OLIN is ought to be remembered,
Whose loud voice we’ve heard.
Never forget MARLON’s good behavior,
Which proves that he could be a savior.

With FREDERICK’s sense of humor,
Our class goes on without bore.
May ED JOHN serve as a good example to the youth,
Whose kindness you’d never loathe.

May ELAINE shine like a star,
Bringing her amazing talent in playing guitar.
BUEN’s naughtiness may irritate you,
But it’ll make you laugh, too.

You’d never forget CHRISTIAN‘s laughs,
And how he fancied green stuffs.
As you hear the angelic voice of JAE-ANNE,
You’d want to be her fan.

Stand beside JESSEN,
And you’ll look like an elf.
Don’t ignore KAGAOAN as a clown,
If you don’t want to feel down.

Watch ROLLY play the drum,
And you’d stop chewing your gum.
Listen to EARL singing a song,
And you’d be standing there for so long.

If you need an advice to solve your dilemma,
Don’t hesitate to go near WILFREDA.
You’ll be amazed to see SARAH play basketball,
She seems like she’s on top of all.

ANGELICA may be silent,
But she’s strong enough to be independent.
CRIZTINNE came by surprise,
Buts she’s not like the other corny girls.

Our classmates like to bully PAGILAGAN,
Although he could be considered a good man.
MARZO is a good type of person compared with the other guys,
You’ll see that through his eyes.

KLOIE may be childish,
But you’d never forget his face when its reddish.
One time CRIZA got crazy with her boyfriend,
But, soon, she realized it’s not yet the end.

CARISSE is a quiet lady,
In our quizzes, she’s always ready.
One day, a healthy guy came in our class,
And that is MICHAEL CABULA.

At your first glance to JULIUS
You’d think that he’s fond of computer games.
You’ll got irritated to EDMAR’s laugh.

But sometimes he is also kind.

You’d always keep in mind JONAH’s kindness,
Although she’s seldom influenced by Buen’s naughtiness.

EMMALYN maybe talkative sometimes.

But she’s mysterious and full of loneliness.

You’d want to tease ANNIE MAY being late,
But you’d hate waiting for her near the gate.
You’d never forget DANIELLE’s silence,
Who’s also good in academics with her diligence.

If you need a  piano tutor,
Don’t think twice to ask help from the AUTHOR.SIR BALLESTEROS is ought to be kept in mind,
For the love and care he gave us and for being kind.

May you bear in mind the students of ONE-NUMBERS,
For they symbolize naughtiness
The ecstatic memory we shared is a treasure,
And we’ll always bring it in the future.

Shocks!!!copycats alert.,!gosh.,i have a friend here in friendster that is copying my blogpost gosh..i know who is she..,i’m so dissapointed she’s one of the members of Candy Fabulous Cutie Clan,.i read her blog a while ago,because i saw my blogpost,,not whole blog post but i saw sum of the characters or words

thats totally similar to my blog post.,i was surprised when i opened her blog then i saw her blogposts then,i got shock because when i read all her blogposts,thats totally mine,thats my blogpost.,,argh.i dont know what i am going to feel would it be flattered because someone is copying me,i set a good example to her,i talk to my bff.,,then she said pabayaan ko na daw un,,maybe she’s just envy of me so thats why daw kaya niya kinopy yung mga blogposts ko,,but every though my bff..said that to me,i just cant let my self na pabayaan siya,,kasi,,i worked hard para sa mga blogpost ko then bigla nalang niya icocopy,,gosh.!!pti yung mga poems na ginawa she copied also.hindi nya alam na sobrang pinaghirapan ko yun,..c’mon panu niya yun mkukuha eh,thats my original composition.and also the mystery texter post ko she copied also cmon she just changed the SO to SPECIAL SOMEONE and she also change my name to HER NAME haha..lols..FAKE!!!.obviously im so irritated to her…she dont have originality whatta poser!!!well e2 lang masasabi ko sayo huh….

>>>>>Hey You know who you are ayaw ko ng imention yung name mo,but i know that lagi mo binabasa yung blogpost ko regularly nga yata eh??you know what guzto kitang awayin but pinipigilan ko lang yung self ko.,you know my sarili kang personality so stick to it.hindi mo na kailangan icopy yung blogpost ko just try to make your own blogpost kaya ko nga gumawa,,ikaw pa kaya diba?and express mo lang yung nafifeel mo pwede mo ng ipost yun.,find your own uniqueness..mahiya ka naman.,pinaghirapan ko yung mga post ko dito…

Someones is txtin’ me,i dont wanna mention who is she.,!maybe i can give her a code name, bitchiepatheticlosergirl oh men.,!!darn it.,!she’s insane.,!haha.,!she texted me rude words,,!well di ko rin siya masisisi.,but what the heck.,i didnt do anything to her!she’s textin’ me rude words without explaining damn!she’s freak,i dont wanna mention her name maybe mabasa pa niya ito.,well she’s pathetic.,argh,pinapainit niya yung blood koh,hays,well why do i need na patulan siya?duh.,!prang bumababa lang ako sa level niya,well i messaged her bf im just asking if he’s fine then that girl keep on textin’ those rude words,well what is my fault?maybe she’s just jealous haha.,!i dont give a damn to those people like her.,magsama sila ng bf niya!i dont care,di nmn malaking kawalan sakin yung bf niya eh!and haller?im not solotera type of girl,,sakanya nah,!right now i am still thinkin’ what did i do?whats my fault?but well i know wala naman akong ginawa sa kanya eh.!maybe natatakot siya maagaw sa kanya yung bf niya haha,,,!!!well i understand naman kung gnun prng insecure siya..,!uhm,nakakatawa siya………………….!well baka mabasa niya ito heres my message for you losergirl.,

hey loser!well you know who you are,what the heck!whatx wrong with you?are you insane? parang insecure ka sakin hahaha.!!,well,dont worry di ko aagawin sayo yung bf mo duh!!dont be afraid i dont have feelings for him.so you dont have to worry!then sabi mo di pa kita nakikitang magalit well,edi magalit kah.,pinapakita mo lang sakin na loser kah.,!!magsama kayo ng bf moh!!!!!!!!tska who are you pra pagsbhn ako ng ganun huh!magisipisip kah nga.!

hays.,!those kind of pipol di na dapat pinagaaksayhan pa ng panahon wla ka rin nmn mpapala sa kanila eh.,!lols.