*♥My Colorful Life♥*

My Friends are my precious treasure

I will keep them forever in my heart, for sure.

They always lend their ears
To listen to my fears
And to wash away my tears.

I am very thankful
For these great angels
That made my life wonderful

Gosh.!i’m supierrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr really really tired today..gosh.,,i spend my day for some fun activity,,yeah its fun,but i’m tired ayt now.,,specially my feet..,,ok,,,i spend my whole day at mall,in trinoma and s.m north.,,my feet sucks,,it so itchy..,,my sandal dont have hills but i guess i walked a lot of kilometer in mall.,lols kilometer talaga huh., am i serious??lmaoo..but yet maybe if i can count every walk i make nakarating na ko sa dulo ng pilipinas haha.,,!just kidding.,, my mother and my father decided to go in trinoma and s.m north.,i think they will buy a new rice cooker for our house in nova…,i think so,but they changed their mind eh,they dont buy na.,maybe some other time nalang siguro sila bibili.,today was supposed to be nasa Caritas kami for my medical check up.,but unluckily di natuloy.kasi medyo hapon na din kami nakapunta s trinoma and s.m north,,so we dont have enough timefor my medical check up..i’m kinda happy lols,,ayaw ko kasi magpacheckup.,boring kasi dun eh.haha.,i want to spend my summer time in watching t.v haha.,contented na ko dun haha.,!well,a while a go my father told me to buy my new uniform..but blouse only cauze i guess magagamit ko pa naman yung skirt ko its kinda long kasi.,then after that i was so hungry na talaga,.,!:) so i told my father na magdinner na kami dun maybe its around 7 or 8 p.m then yun,nagstop kami sa foodcourt.then,my father is asking me if what kind of food i want to eat,then i can’t decide,then my mother told me to buy pizza,,then yeah i decided to buy pizza,it super uberrr yummy,.,im certified pizzaholic.,my father decided to buy the party size pizza..,,so para magsawa ako haha.,my father knows naman that my favorite food is pizza……oh yeah>,then nag take out pa siya ng family size  pizza,!!!maybe thrice a week i’m eating pizza haha,.,I love ittttttt.,!

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 i realized na someone’s taking me for granted, and I need to stop him from doing that… even if it hurts me, I need to make a move so that he will realize that I’m not a toy that he can play anywhere and anytime he wants. sooner or later he’ll then realize that he did something wrong and that he needs to change his bad attitude. 

>I realized that bitterness is not a bad thing, might as well be bitter than to be an emo queen.. lol   

>I realized that I’m the one responsible for my happiness, happiness is a matter of choice, and I need to make a move to be happy, some decisions i made is painful, letting go of someone important is very hard, but i realized that someone needs to go, and that i need to be hurt for me to grow and learn.

>I realized that he’s not the last guy on earth!:)

>I realized that Its better to open up instead of keeping everything inside.

>I realized that I can move on and I can leave the past behind and he is nothing to me anymore.. :[[

>i realized that life is full of challenges that you really have to face… that the guy who makes you laugh is the same guy that would break your heart.. that there are things that can’t be mended easily.. that you wished he was some else.. that sometimes he is so hard to understand.. that life is unfair and you have to deal with it..

> i’ve realized that nothings impossible, just believe in yourself.

>i realized,
 that i’m
 still gonna
 be okay
 eventhough
 he doesn’t
 love me.

that i
 can smile
 sweetly
 and that
 smile
 would not
 be for
 him. 

>i realized that you must go on with your life, forget about the past,.
,narealized ko na pag lagi ko iniintindi yung past ko kaysa yung present ko,
so your life will not be stuck in the past,..

>I realized That maybe I’m not really over him yet, but that’s okay. I’ll take one step at a time.

> I realized that even though you thought everybody would judge you, there would always be someone who could accept your flaws no matter what. And you should be thankful for that.

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!NAKAKAINIS NAMAN OH!!!…LAGI NALANG!!!,,SAWANG SAWA NA KO HE ALWAYS TAKING ME FOR GRANTED!!!.,NAMAN KASI EH!.,SAyANG NA SAYANG YUNG ORAS KO KALA KO BA NAKAMOVE ON NA AKO???,BAKIT BA UNTIL NOW??.

.NAGHIHINTAY PA RIN AKO SA KANYA??,,DAMN IT 2DAYS NA KO BUONG ARAW NA NAKAONLINE PARA MAGANTAY LANG SA KANYA NA MAGONLINE PERO KAHIT MAN LANG 1 HOUR HNDI SIYA NAGOONLINE SA Y.M NIYA..NAKAKAINIS..NAGHIHINTAY AKO SA WALA….,!SAYANG NA SAYANG LANG TALAGA ORAS KO!.,!FROM NOW ON NEVER KO NA SIYANG PAGAAKSAYAHAN NG ORAS!.BWISIT XA!!LECHENG LALAKING MONGOLOID!BWISIT KA ZAIIII!!!!!I HATE YOU

..!i went to this site a while ago http://www.candymag.com/magazine/quizzes/does-he-know-youre-crushin Its a quiz then you’ll answer their question by clicking yes or no and it tells you if does your crush know you’re crushi’..try to check out this is my result

Doubtful Dude
He sort of knows but he’s not really sure. He knows there’s something but not really sure if there’s anything serious about it. So what should you do? Two options: Either you tell him straight up that you like him or just ignore it and enjoy his company as a great guy friend. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

Oh men!!,…….gosh.!!its already 2:30 am now on my monitor screen,,grabe super kung umatake yung insomnia ako gosh.,!i want to sleep na i’m tired,pero di pa ko inaantok,,ang sakit na ng mata ko kanina pa ako nakatutok sa harap ng computer,as usual.,lagi naman pero iba na ito eh,,super na talaga minsan di na ako nakakatulog minsan naman 8 or 9 am bago ako makatulog gosh what happened to me ba??????,insominia strike gosh.,!i spend a lot of time on surfing the net and watching t.v and also i spend a lot of time reading books every midnight para lang makatulog ako but hindi pa rin effective c’mon.,i think need ko na mag take ng sleeping fills lols just kidding,i found out my insomnia din yata si zai??..,i dont know i’m not sure.pero until now he’s online sa y.m halos madaling araw kung nagoonline siya and pag gabi and hapon hindi siya nagoonline haha.,!insomnia adiktus.,!!!!!haha!!,mkikipagchat nlng mna ako s knya kht pampalipas lng ng oras ko wla ng online ngayon eh..,!siya nalang so pwede na ring pagtyagaan.,!!magooff na rin cguro ako mmya bsta pag nagout siya haha…!!syempre wala na kong kachat pagnagout siya.!!babush.,!!!makikipagchat mna akoh s knya.

Alam niyo ba na nakapagmove-on na ako? Hahaha. Okay na ang lahat. I’m not desperate now. Cheers for me! Teka nga, paano ba ako nakapagmove-on?i really try my best talaga para magawa yun. Basta bigla na lang nagbago ang lahat. Alam mo yun? Yung feeling na… Ewan ko.Basta no more pain na wala na akong nafefeel na kahit na anong sakit nung nalaman ko na may new gf na siya parang mas naging happy pa nga ako eh!!!parang mas naging happy pah ako for them…… Basta salamat talaga. Wala na siya. Makakakilos na ulit ako tulad noong dati. Balik lokaloka na ako. Hahaha

Oh yeah!grabeh!3 days akong nagrounded ah!!well im so happy na talaga kasi nabalik na skin yung phone ko grabeh,i realized i cant live without my phone pla haha!!super namiss ko yung phone ko buti my security ko yun kaya di nila nabuksan hahaha!452 messages yung narecieve ko in 3 days grabeh!!,super dami,,i realized pala na kahit walng computer basta my phone contented na ako haha!!kasi pwede naman akong magnet sa phone ko eh!!!!!im soooooo happyyyyyyy na talaga.,!

Nakakainis.,!hate it,gosh,!wala akong phone,kinuha nung parents ko yung phone ko nakakainis talaga,lagi dw ako txt ng txt, di ko na dw binibitawan yung phone koh, inaabot na dw ako ng madaling araw sa kakatxt,kaya dw ako napupuyat,,si jonah kasi eh binubulabog ako.,!joke lng,taz paload dw ako ng paload nauubos dw yung pera ko sa kakaload,,nakakainis di naman nila pera yung pinangpapaload ko eh,taz meron naman dw akong phone na nakaline tapos kailangan ko pa dw magpaload,damn,eh sun yun eh buti sana kung smart yun edi hindi na ko magpapaload tska,kaunti lang yung ktxt ko sa sun tska wla naman akong classmate na sun eh.,!hayss!! yun na nga lang yung kasiyahan ko at libangan ko eh.!aside from watching t.v and listening to my Ipod tapoz hinahadlangan pa nila tska,yun na nga lng yung way para makapagcommunicate ako sa mga old friends and classmates ko tapos,kukunin pa nila,nakakainis talaga.,for sure sobrang daming message na dun sa phone koh.,!bahala sila sa buhay nila,for sure ibabalik naman din nila yung phone ko eh.,!kaya wala akong dapat i-worry.,!buti nga hindi nila tinanggal itong modem eh.,!,kundi di ako makkpagcomputer,hays.,patago na nga lang yung pagiinternet ko eh and medyo limited na rin,kasi I know for sure pag nakita nila akong babad sa computer pati yung computer modem kukunin nila,luckily buti nasa kwarto yung pc koh haha.,!pwede kong ilock yung door pero pumapasok naman sila.,kaya yun limited lang talaga yung time ko sa pagppc.,!hays.,well marami pah naman akong pwedeng mapaglibangan and I will not allow the boredom to kill me.,!!.