I REALLY FEEL BAD:((((((i wanna cry!!
I really feel bad. I don’t want to be the reason of anything that might someone feel miserable. Even if I don’t want it, still there’s an unwanted actions that could make them feel such.
I am blameworthy for the reason of I’m being too egocentric in everything.
Am I a bad person? Am I making people’s lives soooo miserable and so? That they don’t want to be with me again?
Do I really know who am I?
I’m in a state of knowing myself. If only I could let go of things so easily without even thinking of what’s going to happen, I will. If only I could make people happy that they don’t want to let go of me nor don’t want to keep me out of their lives, I really will.
If only I could take risks and accept that everything’s happen for a reason, I might not feel this way.
I know GOD will help me to get through this.
I am alone again in this battle, and I know no one could help me aside from me and GOD.
This is what you called LIFE.…
I REALLY FEEL BAD :(((((
