*♥My Colorful Life♥*

I made this poem in a couple of hours.this poem is dedicated to *CEREAL*wanna know who is he??lols.:Djust gues..!well first of all CEREAL is my 1 and Only love..i mishim so much.:(( i really really miss him:( how i wish he knew it.!.This fast few days wala na rin kaming communication  so read my poem.it is entitled I MISS YOU:)

“I Miss You”

I miss you,

your face, your smile,

the way you look at me.

I miss hearing your

voice and the warm way

you always greet me.

I miss the way you smile

and blush whenever we look

at each other, the way you

react everytime we talk.

I miss those precious moments

that we’d spend talking,

teasing lightly and smiling at

each other.

I really miss everything in

my life related to you, but

for now I guess I’ll just have

to hold on to those memories that

together we’ve both made.

 I really don’t know how i feel,der’s so many things in me that i can’t understand,but 1 thing is certain!im not ok,coz i miss him,i badly missing him!i miss every single thing about him,i miss his voice,i miss the way he talks 2 me.his sweetness,,his unforgetable jokes,i miss the way he smiles and the way he makes my heart smiles,i miss the way he teases me and  the  way he sing a song for me whenever he anoys me,i totally miss him super….i hope he knows how much i really love him…and i’ll never stop lovin’ him!but den i have 2 remind myself to be strong and go back 2 reality that i need to move on and say goodbye to him because i know that  we can’t back the past anymore and also we can’t be friends anymore…that ther’s only me…bein alone..that he’s gone…and ol i can do is 2 try 2 understand things,2 wait and hope dat he’l will love me…when his wings are olredy tired from flying…

Oh yeah….Yesterday our school conducted a program (sport fest) and it is so much fun naman kaso medyo matagal din kami pinapasok because 12 p yung program eh mga 9am ako dumating sa school but accutually napagusapan na namin ng mga friends ko na maaga talaga but i did’nt expect na hindi ako papapasukin!oh men.!!but ok nmn eh..kasi nakapunta naman kami sa ibang house ng classmates ko or in short(we are gala) but ok na rin naman yun eh at least my mga unforgettable naman na memories na maiiwan whenever na lumipat sila ng other school or ako ang lumipat..!well its over..i need to rest na…well sembreak starts this day i dont know if kailan yung resume di kasi ako nakikinig nasa iba kasi yung attention ko eh..!!;)XD

Oh yeah after 3 days finally natapos ko na din yung Poem na ginawa ko well it is in titled IKAW LANG acctually dedicated to sa isang guy sa super mahal ko ng sobra well read this nalang:D

Ikaw Lang

Ikaw lang puso ko’y tanging sayo pa rin

Bakit d magawang ika’y limutin

Kahit ano pang aking gawin

tanging ikaw ang isinisigaw ng puso’t damdamin

Di ko alam kung nong ginawa mo sa akin

At hanngang ngayon minamahal ay ikaw pa rin

Tatak ng ngalan mo’y nasa aking puso

Di alam kung kailan nga ba ito maglalaho

Pagkat nararamdaman ko sayo’y totoo at buong-buo

Ngunit ika’y di ko maintindihan

Kaya ang puso ko’y naguguluhan

Ano nga b talaga ang katotohanan

Ito’y kailangan kong malaman

Dahil ako’y lubos ng nahihirapan

Kahit pa ang puso’y ipilit sa iba

Tanging ikw pa rin ang ninanais at nakikita

Sa iyong mg ngiti ako’y sumasaya

Di maipaliwanag itong nadarama

Ang isipan ko’y iyong-iyo

Puso ko’y pag-aari mo

Hanngang kailan ka ba mananatili sa pusong ito

Pagkat hirap na ako,sana’y pansinin mo.

OMG!!i hate him gosh!!!bakit ganun di ko na naman pinagpipilitan yung sarili ko sa kanya eh!masama bang magkagusto sa kanya i think wala naman akong ginagawang masama para ganituhin niya ako eh ano bang problema niya di ko na talaga siya gets…?hindi ko alam kung ano nang nangyayari sa kanya bakit niya ako sinasaktan ng ganito??hayss..!!pinilit ko naman siyang kalimutan eh!!pero ganun pa rin wala pa ring pagbabago..pinilit ko naman na makipagfriends sa kanya eh yun nga lang hindi niya ako binigyan ng chance para ma prove ko yung self ko sa kanya eh.!pero since sabi ng friend niya na ayaw niya ng may nagkakagusto sa kanya pinilit ko naman na magkagusto sa iba eh!pero wala pa rin talaga eh!siya pa rin ang laman ng puso’t isipan ko.then i try to add him sa friendster and y.m para naman kahit hindi man kami friends sa personal may connection pa rin ako sa kanya eh!.pero wala pa rin blinocked niya yung friend request ko dito sa friendster and he reject my ym request.ano nang gagawin ko!di ko na talaga kayang magpretend eh.siya talaga eh!wala ng iba! nasasabi ko minsan that i hate him!pero deep inside i♥him hayss.!!!wish ko lang sana kung ano man yung nagawa ko sa kanya para iwasan niya ako sana mapatawad niya ako kung meron man..!!pero for me wala akong nagawang kasalanan sa knya

OMG!..i’m so busy right now kailangan

magreview eh!!lapit s yung periodical test hayss

i cant stay online for too long right now hayss…

even gusto ko priority ko pa rin magreview

and i dont want to get a low grade or to failed

specially s math hayss bbye blogiiee

MEANING OF MY NAME:

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You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed… even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

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it is very acurate.

Jealaine is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person’s shoes.

Jealaine will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Jealaine an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too “far out.” She doesn’t sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Jealaine is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Jealaine is a “middle-of-the-roader,” politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn’t relate to any far out ideas and usually won’t go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jealaine doesn’t write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

 Jealaine will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Jealaine believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

 Jealaine is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Jealaine has a desire for attention. People around Jealaine will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

Jealaine has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Jealaine may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a “positive attention getting” manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start.

In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called “call reluctance”. They take the word “no” as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn’t have to put herself in a position of being told “no” as often as the salesmen do.

Jealaine is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Jealaine learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won’t forget.

Jealaine is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other “less detailed” people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Jealaine is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn’t necessarily mean things go as planned. Jealaine basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality– not too “out of reach”. She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Jealaine will take action on her thoughts. She is positive that her views are correct for her. She has the ability to seem as if she is positively correct when answering a question, even if she does not have the slightest idea of the answer. Jealaine displays a self-confidence that makes everyone else sure she is correct. She is positive of her own views, but not necessarily stubborn.

Jealaine has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn’t understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Jealaine is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires.

Jealaine is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Jealaine changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Jealaine feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Jealaine has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

 For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer’s attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Jealaine has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Jealaine fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Jealaine has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Jealaine is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Jealaine is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.